Everything i want to say

Here i go Telling you again I want to be able to say anything Anytime i miss you Which to be frank Is all the time Even when youre beside of me Im not afraid But you already know that I want you You know that too I just want to know you But i cant Because you dont want me You just shove me aside Like i wasnt even there You lead me on You make me feel something Then crush me inside Why? Im not ready to tell you How much you mean to me How much i need you I just wish i could say Everything i want to say