Evolution of a Mankind of Mind

The story will start from the early years.

I had many friends and peers.

It all changed when I moved away, scared and relentless.

I may have been a elementary schooler but I was pretentious.

I would impress everyone but myself.

Left alone, not even a peep.

A friend here and there but mostly they stared.

They kept a distance and so did I.

Until middle school where a girl caught my eye.

She was pampered and sweet.

All I wanted was to sweep her off her feet.

But it didn’t work too many quirks.

I tried to stay in the works by always apologizing.

Never really knew that I was truly agonizing.

I hated myself and I hated her more.

Everyday left was just another chore.

I sat alone all summer, anime galore.

Really watching every episode was a chore.

I was lonely and fat, as all I did was sat.

It came freshman year along with new fears.

I would voice my hatred and others would do the same.

It was near the end where I watered my flame.

If I’m nice they should love me.

Good thing that joke of a thought left me.

Being nice isn’t a gateway.

Into a girl’s love-or-hate stay.

You needed a median not the mode.

Quit with the repetition is what I was sold.

It was that year a new girl appeared.

She was bronze and a face full of beauty.

Understood my troubles and kind of a cutie.

It was then her friends had said:

You need to watch yourself their is trouble ahead.

I waited and loomed until I saw what was true.

She had an inner demon that I shouldn’t pursue.
I broke up with her after a few months more.

Left alone again, oh great! Anime galore.

It was then the next  year I went to a dance.

There was a small girl left in a trance.

She was frail and cute with very short hair.

All I said was, “hey there.”

It was weeks later that I found out.

We would be dating no ifs or doubts.

We went on a spectacular date.

We dated for months all were a blast.

If we had fights they wouldn’t last.

We are still dating until this very day.

On November first will be our anniversary.

She gives me love and I give her more.

I found my place right next to her.

I am no longer lonely.

I am happy as can be.

She is no kind that I have no regrets behind.

She is my love.

She is my future.

I’ll never forget any of this feature.

I have friends and peers all of the same.

No one can even create a flame.

I’m happily alive and doing so well.

I think life is now heaven, not a hell.

If you are lonely and looking for longing,

try to forget some of your mental prolonging.

Think a new way if you ever feel alone,

gain new friendships and places you belong.