Ex- Nihilo

 I just want to write
I don't know what to write
I don't know how to inject my emotions through this pen
I don't know how to evoke the internal dried tears
I can't describe the left side of my heart which contains sadness
I guess it's indescribable
I can't write
It use to be breath
I was the tree sharing oxygen
I was the Griot telling the history of my days
I was the museum revealing it's art
I want to write
but I cannot write
I have thoughts but no words , so this paper will have lines and no ink
I just want to write.