existing (large work in progress)

I choose you

after all the shit

all the lies

all the pain and torture

I

  can't let you in anymore

  can't bear to think about you

  choose you

perfection doesn't exist

and i know

i will always

be searching

tirelessly

for that perfect

someone

who is

on the opposite spectrum

from where you

stand

until then

i will continue

to just be

existing

without

a cause

to exist for