F *I * N * I * S * H * E * D

Im so hurt its incredible 

something made me this way

it took away everything  i've ever had

it feels like my heart stopped 

it made me give up my hopes and dreams

it drives me mad trying to stop it 

so i don't have to feel it anymore

so i can be at peace i wanna be alone

i wanna stop holding in this pain

that i've held in my whole life

deep deep down something 

thats been drowning me in sadness and anger.

but something wont let me let it go

like its a part of me now

something thats meant to be there

something that is too hard to let go.