The Face of Evil

I am infatuated with the thought made up in the human mind. to think of what we could do if we had more passing time. To realize the consequences of decisions made. The heartbreak of the words we chose to say. how can I help you my dear? What no way I'll do that! then why did you ask, knowing that you weren't up for the task. Just leave me alone and I'll handle it myself, I've been on my own this long I don't need anyone's help. You'll never understand that I've been through Hell, constantly struggling with the fact that I'm more than this empty shell. Ugh I scream mad at myself, why did I do these things hoping that they'll help. Your crazy they scream stupidest person I know. You'll never amount to anything but a low down dirty, Oh no it is true my life is but a joke. If only I knew that there was more if only I had hope.