Fade and Gray

It all just seems to fade and gray, wishin thoughts would all just go away many things unclear to say then a joker came to me one day love and society is the riddle he told laughing and crying, he knows my future scroll It struck me like the blue hypocritical, never thought I be a fool those whiny songs I now find true ever since the day he changed untrue a fight with fate I fell for you? Was it love if it even exists? why these damn flashbacks must persist? The world is liberating but enslaving I know you feel your life is cavin' as it all just seems to fad and gray. Alone in a room full of "closest friends" can't escape, the chains drag you to your end the key in your hand unlocks the riddle: Individuality, you had when little But the key seems so far away but it rests in your hand, so you sink to the bottom, or rise to the top? conform to success but unhappiness So the joker laughs, and then he cries, the world killed my butterflies.