Fading

I freaked out It just hit me It's been 5 months Since we last spoke Since we've seen each other Since the last time I wanted to reach out I don't even remember your voice Not how you look anymore The sent I missed I don't even remember it I can't even remember how tall you are I started to freak out a little I was so usto missing you Wanting you Having you in my mind one way or another But your fading It hurts I know I've fully movies on But it still hurts I only remember you by pictures and videos I have them saved in my cloud When looking for a specific picture I came across you We had good times But I can't even remember them anymore I can't remember why I was so in love How I missed you so much How it was killing me not being able to see it hear from you As I try to picture your face There you are You always pop up Right when I think about you My heart didn't skip a beat The butterflies are all gone My body doesn't react My eyes don't fill with tears But I do feel like crying still I do shake when I see you But that's it I smile at you And turn the other way Yes we will see each other from time to time Yes I miss you but not in that way... I miss my friend My best friend before you became much more Then become nothing You are fading from my memories