Fading Emotions

Let me just start by saying I'm no longer paying a price for a bit of real cheap advice from what I see to be nothing more than an enemy standing in front of me.You were supposed to be a real friend to me Its ok though it's alright i know how I will sleep at night holding my pillow tight saying a prayer feeling a dream seeing nothing but a real future gleam Success is close but sweeter when accomplished Victory will be history for me while I am leaving a legacy Amazed by every person who played a part thinks for tearing my heart apart I wish I would have known from the start.Don't try now no don't you dare I can't compare it never was easy to me yet always seemed fair to you.chewing me up spitting me out kicking and screaming alone in each shout I only wish I could have knew you would not be true you would stop coming through true to me you were never it was always your intention for me to be left in the dirt while she remain's wearing your sweater pretending to be keeping it all together just remember who drove you through ruffer weather because you said you were my forever ride or die and we were supposed to stick together now you remind me of all the rest I am done taking life's love test besides you seem to do it better because it's not your heart getting torn apart it's not up for the world to see my path my journey my life i will use my own interpretation of what I Ialready felt coming I made it happen in the day light keeping my mind right,fighting the good fight with every one in front of me never knowing just what they were all about and watched as few would demonstrate Cause love is what truly made the music industry that is how it was set out to be Not a bunch of greed hate and envy don't you see Swallow your pride Take a moment to appreciate as I slowly start to administrate