Has my soul faded into deep darkness
Overpowered by a blazing hot pain.
A unknowing feeling of a true mess
The memories of you keeping me sane.
Not even the idea of feeling
But simply the feeling of true temptation.
Ignoring that deep inside Im bleeding
Not worth the unpleasant complication.
Although in fact it is not you who I miss
Not the way you would tell me all your lies.
Its the idea of that last first kiss
Which brings to mind all the lonely goodbyes.
I shall keep this pain within my cold soul
For it has taught me to live with this toll.