The failer

Looking back I was falling apart barely breathing with nothing but hurt controlling me I didn't know what I had to hold on to until I brought my kids into this world but still I fail I failed them as a mother a friend a guardian a supporter everything n I'm still failing an falling apart I fail as a friend to anyone I fail as a partner to the one who means so much to me I failed as a daughter everything around me that I loved gone in a puff of smoke all within a matter of hrs minutes an seconds everything I was working towards gone. Having someone who means so much to you gives you hope a sense of belonging and worth dont just sit tjere an waste it away.