Fairy Tales

Here I am, once again Sitting in the same place, same routine, same faces I’ve mistaken a change in pace to be progress, a step out of this mess I’m discouraged at the realization, no longer through the rearview mirror; I see it all through the front glass Can’t they see me struggle? Too weak to grow up Not enough of a background to create a strong enough foundation to rise above I’m told I’m the one to blame That’s hard to swallow When my dreams lead me to wonder and Believe in my soul how I may never have had to know this life If those who struggled before me hadn’t been so weak If they tried harder, hungered more, struggled through and grew Then maybe I would look out the rearview mirror And know my direction, already on my way, never forgetting, constantly moving I’m growing for those who come after I’ll fight for those who come after I refuse to stop fighting because there are those who come after So they never have to start in the dark Would it be selfish to sit down in my old age To tell those who have never seen death, Who are still innocent in their bones that I did it for them I struggled and fought and never gave in Only for them Those before me never thought of me But they also never thought of you Because when they do, Well, that’s how the real fairy tales begin