faith over fear

I have a question

why do i feel so fearful?

and why do i feel you judge me for my fears?

is it truly in your place to judge me for my fears or show me faith?

why do you look at me with those eyes 

and bite my back when i am not looking

oh! faith they say is the absence of fear

but what can i do when everyday i am faced with fear

i look around and all i see is fear , more fear

oh no, does this mean my faith is dead?

 i stooped ,looking

i stopped , hearing

i stopped  letting my mind place tricks on me

while i sway my sword

i look inwards

i look upwards

from whence comes my faith

that defines my fate

my help comes from God, yea

my ears hear from God yea

My heart rests on God ,yea

in God i trust