FAKE SMILE

I fake a smile and say i am okay
I think life would be easier in that way
Sick of a smile that i fake 
But that all i got from a heart ache

The whole world seems clear 
But my eyes are so unclear 
My face looks happy 
But eyes tells everything lastly

Sometimes its not in the tears which shows my pain
But the fake smile on my face which helps me to explain
I put a fake smile to hide my pain
From Friends, families, relatives who think i am a shame

I am not as happy as I seem 
I am not a boy i used to be in fourteen 
I have had a fake smile for a so long 
I don’t know if its real or who its belong.

                  -------Pranav Dhakal