Why am I so in love?
If she is not by my side
I feel disappointed
Dejected and defeated
Trying to get his heart back like a soldier, fighting and fighting to be back at her side
Being empty without bottom
Trying to get his love in any way
But like every soldier I saw everything finished
My world destroyed, bombed
Wrapped in flames, burning and killing everything that is ever alive
Living in dead illusions
I feel like my skin rots because of the lies
And if you ask if everything "is fine"
I'll tell you if, with false smiles