Fallen

Emptiness around me is all I feel

The cold breeze coming through the window 

Trying to closed it but can’t

My hands feel heavier than before 

My heart feels like a stone 

I don’t know anymore 

I close my eyes and feel the breeze 

A shiver down my spine 

I wonder if I’m next 

The child in me kicking

Taking all my energy 

I’m still here trying to maintain heat 

What to do is all I think

I’m cover by this emptiness inside me 

I’m cover  like a cloud covers a flower from the sun

I’m lost 

I been lost for a while 

I think all I can do is lay here 

Till the emptiness disappears 

In this cold floor that feels like my death bed 

I feel no warmth yet need it 

I need the warmth because I don’t want this feeling 

Emptiness is my friend now.