falling in the deep

fear and pain overtakes me,

waking with this feeling but never letting it show,

how will I later be?

the feeling only seems to grow

holding on and letting go,

there's so much I just want you to know,

but I keep hiding it in though,

because part of me doesn't really want you to know

you say i'll reap what I sow,

life feels so terrible yet Is there more to it?

you think i'm weak,nothing,and slow,

is there really more ups than downs?

you laugh and sit back as if your watching a show,

maybe oneday you'll finally come around?

or am I just falling, FALLING IN THE DEEP?