Falling for her Friend

The fantasy she couldn't forget The wondrous thoughts floating through her head Never did give her an escape from herself She never wanted to think about it But somehow her mind kept coming back to it And now she just wants to forget Forget the thoughts in her head Of her and her friend cause she knows it's never going to happen Not this time Not this way Not today, not tonight Not in this lifetime She could never tell her friend She couldn't tell anyone They'd think she was weird, think she was crazy Call her names Tell her more lies So what does she do now? What choice does she have? None other than to hurt herself for feeling this way She can't blame anyone else Only herself And now she wishes she never had the thought That drove her so insane Because now she can't forget All the petty names That are driving her nearer She's on the edge About to give it all up And only one person could save her But that person doesn't know So here she goes Final strike The final blow That pushed her over The edge into the next life Where she may survive