falling (part 1)

my eyes are stained with tears

my mind is locked and set on you

this pain is so real

nothing can mask the way that i feel

its a horrid feeling

I got no way of coping

I sit at the edge of this cliff

thinking about jumping

my mind is not tamed and this pain is killing me

feeling tapped and broken

losing my sight of focus

tears clouding my eyes

everything comes a blur

i now stand at the very edge

moving forward and finally I realize I am falling