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23464
United States
36° 47' 50.4492" N, 76° 11' 23.8776" W

THEY OFTER SAY HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS, BUT WHERE IS HOME WHEN YOUR HEART DOESN'T LIVE.LIKE A BODY STUCK STILL BECAUSE its BRAIN IS DEAD.SO STILL WHERE IS HOME WHEN YOUR HEART DOESN'T LIVE. WHERE DO YOU GO WHEN YOU COME FROM A BROKEN HOME AND REALITY ISN'T REALLY KNOWN? THINKING ABOUT YOUR END NOT KNOWNING WHERE YOU BEGIN.WHO AM I CROSSES YOUR MING BUT THE ANSWER YOU CAN NOT FIND. WONDERING WILL THIS BE THE FATE OF YOUR DECENDENTS. BASTARDS IN THE WORLD FILLED WITH CONFUSION.FULL OF HATE FOR SELF BEING BROKEN.IF I DONT KNOW HE REALLY IS THAT SHE OR WHO SHE'S SAID TO BE. MY OTHER SISTER DONT K OW IF I SHOULD MISS HER OR DIS HER. ONLY ONE MAYBE MORE EVEN A SON. TIRED OF GIVING LIKE TOKENS PIECES OF ME, FILTH IS HOW I FEEL.WASH ME CLEAN RID ME FREE EMPTY THOUGHTS PROMISED TO ME. TELL ME HOW MANY BANDAGES DOES IT TAKE TO HEAL A HEART THAT BLEEDS, AND HOW MANY TRIES IT WILL TAKE UNTIL THE BLIND CAN SEE. DELIVER ME BECAUSE MISERY IS ALL I SEE. SO SIMPLE TO GET IN TO THE MENTAL OF ANOTHER. LIFE UNHAPPY LOVE PASTED ME. SO SAD, LONELY COME HOLD ME I'M SHAKING.THIS COLD WORLD HAS SHUND ME OUT. TEARS TIRE ME BECAUSE IN THE MIRROR ALL I FACE IS ME. NO LOVE FROM DADDY SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAD ME.TO TALK WITH MOMMA CANT EVEN WALK WITH MOMMA.JUST ANOTHER BASTARD CASE OH MY MISTAKE EXCUSE MY FRENCH ANOTHER CASE OF MISTAKEN INDENITY.HOW CAN I BE WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW IT'S ME.

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