Fate

Running away is the only way I feel safe

Its hard to be brave

When you have to change

Running keep on running til there's nothing left

Always trying to be the best

Scared of what might happen next

Afraid n I feel like my world is caving in

Its like again where do I begin

You can do it you can do it

I've done this before

I can give more

I just need to open the door

Finding what's real

Aside from the fake 

There's no time to make any mistake

Sometimes I need a brake

Don't fall off the edge when you are on a beige

Feeling of the prick of this seringe 

There's a cure

They can fix

Never did I want this

Falling apadft I'm falling slowly but quickly

Somebody wake meup n kick me 

Empty I feel empty

Dark patterns mask my awake

Stabilize me for gods sake

Make me feel make me appreciate 

Let me see my fate