Fear

I love you so but you're not near

So far away and now I fear...

You'll soon forget about me,

The memories and everything in between,

The time we spent of laughter and smiles

Where's this happily ever after?

The more time increases, 

The more I tear down in pieces. 

I can't wrap my mind around it. 

This situation is so unfit.

We deserve to be together.

Didn't we say: Forever and ever? 

I miss you so much, it's painful. 

Pain this extreme? Almost fatal.

Will you move on?

Forget me like I'm gone?

Find that new girl you will see

And treat her like a queen?

You will hold hands with she. 

Together, forever you tell her, guarantee. 

You smile and hold her tight

And tell her everything is going to be alright. 

But what about me? 

Isn't I that you desire to see?

Or do I imagine

This fear that I fathom? 

I love you so and it's so unfair

How much I wish you were there.

Your side is where I want to be.

Lay your body next to me.