Fear

I awake sweating shouting screaming 

Fear rushing through my body

My heart beats fast in despair cold shivers 

Run down my spine invading darkness

Sacrificing my heart until there is nothing 

left to break

I can't handle this again to much sorrow 

To much pain

Being comfortably numb trying to hold onto

My pride

Don't come any closer trying to turn away 

Surrender my soul searching for strength 

Deep with in me taking control of my heart

I am running out of track demons inside me 

Whisper welcome back I can't let them win 

But secretly I fall apart