A fear of being insecure

I was that girl who used to struggle with my appearance

I never thought i was attractive

I never had any friends in Elementary School

I was often bullied throughout my life

I would get laugh at and ridcule

Nobody didn't like me

I felt that I didn't like me too

I was a loner

I was alone 

I didn't have anybody to talk to

I didn't know what I wanted to be when I grow up

I felt helpless

Had no hope

I was crying on the inside and out

It's like you could almost hear a ill-mannered girl

who was constantly dying and screaming in pain

I wanted someone to help me so bad

It was a fear of being insecure