Fear in Happiness

Who am I 

I ponder my life is a wonder

I wander stare the sky and wonder why 

I can't cry 

I always sigh

Who am I 

Staring in the mirror I can't stand the sight 

I can't stand it I feel cursed, shrouded in blight

My past holds me tight 

Until I broke the chains 

Took the reigns 

Reset my brain

It was strange and it was a strain 

Smiling again 

But in the end I've got more friends and I'm looking at my smile once again