That fear of wondering.

There are just moments you want to look away run away from all the pain that's been caused to you. You have kept your mind occupied multiple of times with things that at first truly had no meaning (just for the sake of not having your mind wondering) at the end of the day those things became quite beneficial. 

Have you ever began to wonder? began  to wonder what has become of your personal life as a whole, and then you realized you've put it all way just to earn a better name a better degree in life. You gave up things for other things but did that really make you happy or are you more alone then ever? Is this really what you want just think what can you have done differently? Or Is this just what you wanted.... That's just somethings you have to ask yourself sometimes.

 

It just hurts to wonder. If you would've taking a different rode.

Would you still be in the place you are now?

 

Thanking god for letting me see another beautiful day.