FEAR/LOSS OF A FRIENDSHIP

Mending a broken friendship is a difficult mend!!

Missing and still caring is a hurtful hurt

Seeing and acting as the act of the invisible is even worse!

Trying to lose the fear of rejection from something so broken but wanting to fix

But how do you fix the broken heart of a friend

The void how do you avoid!

Though sometimes I feel I didn't belong I still stayed

A friend I taught will last is a friend long gone!

Maybe i hurt so much because I knew I didn't belong

But I blind myself into staying because that beautiful friendship challenged my actions into the better

Maybe it's something that I wanted the most, that I wanted to feel so close even if the close was temporary even if the temporary felt forever

The forever friendship that I knew would come to an end

Forgiveness closure is all I need for the hurt I've caused!

The broken puzzle that we both miss

The closure that we both need to lessen the pain

The pain of our lost friendship

The pain that we've both caused

The fix that I have to fix in trust and my independence of self Love from the rejection that you've caused I must fix