To Feel

what is it

is it the perception 
the unknown fear of now
that pushes us onward 
inward
To feel
what does it mean to feel? 
the feeling
that is my understanding
ripples from the initial
moment of existence 
it's infinite wave catches up to me
no, wait
I connected to it
as it washes over 
the machinery of my mind 
I transcend to see
beyond the emotional rollercoaster 
of perceptions that no longer serve
am I still sleeping?
cocooned in a sack
of possibilities
I awake
to memories of a feeling
that is is timeless
eYe to eYe with self
time melts away
I see beyond sight
to understand the knowing
beyond my senses
feeling is the action of thought
my being is thought
a thought of feeling
one with purpose
self breathes life into thought

into a feeling
beyond life's birth 
beyond life's death
for neither matters
the feeling carries on
feeling is my everything
the atmosphere that connects
it is my heart
the flow of god's tears 
the celebration of life
feeling springs forth life
life springs forth feeling
either way I was always 

connected
to the feeling
to my Love
to my truth
is this my Life?
you bet your ass it is 
my life feels life's Love
my Love is life
I am feeling
feeling I am