Feel.

How do I feel? Well its kind of complicated to say. I'm rather different you see. Let me put it in this way... My soul is crying, My heart is broken, From my past relationships to God's chosen. From Happiness to sadness, Overwhelmed with despair. I just hope you hear my every pray God, But not judge me because I know you're there. You stayed around through my mood swings And outbreaks. And i swear, each day you give me a reason to keep a smile on my face. So how do I feel? I feel fine. That 1 lie that holds you accountable only in your mind.