To Feel or Not

Dear myself,

People and feelings surround me, 

People I meet, the effect upon me of, anxiety or the depression and sadness but just the feeling,

My voice, harsh. Or, soothing for it is just the, feeling

The effect

The impact, or the result without, the people, that surround. Me;

These come to me days and nights and go from me again, 

But they are not the Me myself

Apart from my home stands what I am,

Stands me, by myself, alone. But, complete

Looks plain, is plain, but feels not plain

Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering at it. 

Backward I see in my own days where I stood

I have no regrets or remorse, I am plain and I feel. 

I believe in you my soul.

To speak to me, for guidance,

To feel or not to feel that is the question 

For the people and feelings surround me, 

The anxiety the depression.

It is me. 

So I ask, I beg the question to feel or not.