This Feeling

I'm only sixteen years old Life isn't suppose to happen this way I'm suppose to be happy and pleasant But instead I'm miserable and curse my existence. At night sometimes I wonder How? How have I survived this long? Why? Why do I feel like this? It's not just me It can't be just me I can't be the only one who feels this way I know there are others like me But if they are like me then.. Maybe they're scared like me too Maybe there's a reason why I'm like this Why we're like this Maybe we're just not meant to be whole