Feeling Blue

My fingers are blue Numb Rather like my feelings in my head My messy brain My crowded cranium My busy mind, they call it The weather is like my feelings Stormy Grey Saturated with sad The weather for reading sad books and watching sad movies The weather for thinking sad thoughts For thinking of memories Good and bad And in between The weather makes my fingers blue It makes them numb It makes them numb like the feelings in my head make me sad The circle of feelings, weather, and thoughts The circle of my life Never stopping, never starting, never taking a break This is why I hate circles They make my life what it is They make it so I don’t want it I don’t want my life My life with circles and feelings and weather and thoughts- unstopping Continuously circling