Feeling lost when you love

Someone and dont know why they think your just a friend 

Knowing that you would do anything to be with them and

Tried showing them that they are the reason you do so much too do 

Better and that you want them on the same page regardless if they understand the 

Reasons why you would get out of your own family just to be with them they are this priceless diamond that even when the shine is gone you can see it and the love is unbreakable and unspeakable to anyone that doesnt see your shine … im always shining bright around you regardless if  you thought i turned my back on you i truly couldnt i was broken cause i wasnt true to myself you changed in ways i thought i could never see in life cause it was called the possible is impossible and lost for words cause i have always needed you to be the one who stood by me .. with lost and nowhere too turn and too be in a corner confused cause in my heart i knew what was real but was blind cause i was stuck in a destruction and scared and regretted not being with you and i thought it was best but i wasnt whole without you i tried too be but i was lying to myself and i wish we could be more and be this power couple cause you are my queen the dream i dreamed of for years you were this Angel that stuck around and showed me what real love is i cant say you dont feel the same cause you always throw mixed signals and i get it you have been hurt so many times and yes i am working on a better future but i dont want no one else by myside but you … but i am so confused on what is best for you cause you been through hell and back but you are the reason i smile and wake up cause you have loved me unconditionally and i now know why you have said the things you have said but i cant keep feeling these things and not knowing your part and yes i understand you dont want a relationship but you are the realest love i ever had and the things we had said too one another you are an amazing person like u are a queen regardless if they see it or not i see it