Feeling rejected

I feel reject always neglected,

Where do I belong? Where was I destined?

I’m far from happiness; I can't find my purpose,

Am I just a screw up? Or will I ever be certain?

The grief I feel is hard to overcome,

 It comes to steal the deepest of my thoughts.

Time is ticking and I’m still no way near

 To find what I need in life, and my question is, are you near?

Can't continue on my own, I'm weak and easily involved

In trouble and situations where I forget my first love

The one who rescued me, and gave me a new life

I have to accept it; He’s already in my heart.

A life in fulfillment is all I ask you Lord,

Take away this suffering and bring me back before 

The cross in which you once laid your one and only son

For sinners like me who grow tired of remorse.