Feeling of sadness

I smile in your face,

In the end its false disgrace.

I'm a struggling individual,

wanting to be supportive and dependable.

Life is hard and the choices that are

made are sometimes inevitable.

Why oh why cant I be wealthable.

Is it fair or am i just in despair,

I try to be good i try to care.

She has it all he has it all,

Why, oh why can't I have it all.

Silent voices..... in my head,

tell me life isn't fair.

You'll pick your self backup,

You'll do the dare,

Till the end you'll deal with the despair.