Feelings

I felt like wanting to die then i got hospitalized i sat in there crying every night wanting to fight i prayed everyday my mom would forgive me but she never ever missed me i hoped one day my mom would say "I love you and no man above all of you" but i still feel like im a burden still hurten by the words she has spoken i forgive her but cant forget her at least i have my siblings with me and they know just how to heal me