Feelings

Right now I feel sad, 

Right now I need to cry. 

There’s no reason why, 

It’s just a feeling I can’t deny. 

Somedays Im good, 

Somedays Im moody, 

I just don’t know how I can control it. 

My feelings sometimes get the best of me, 

I try to overcome it, but most the time they win. 

I just want to be left alone and be lonely. 

At times my mind wonders, and 

Thinks about everything, but mostly about 

what the problem is. 

That’s just it! I don’t know what the problem is, 

It’s like everything gets me upset or aggravated. 

Sometimes it’s nothing, I just wake up like this, 

But I just want to get out of this funk and live life with my kids. 

There’s no one to talk to, 

and if so they will never understand. 

Say one wrong thing and you feel like this again. 

I’ve been through a lot, So Im not sure if it’s because the past.,

But I want this all gone. I don’t want it to last. 

Sometimes it can leave for a long time,

But when I think it’s gone it just comes and hits me. 

Hits me without any warning. 

So, What do I do? 

How can I fix it? 

I guess there’s no true answer, 

I’ll just have to live with it.