The Feelings Inside

The yelling has stopped His bags are packed I love him unconditionally He still left me He was my fist kiss Always will be my first love I loved him with all my heart He was still taken away from me No one understands He left me first to live out of state He left me without a choice, they said he didn't feel any pain They both left me all along to suffer and drown in my sadness He tells me that I can come visit whenever I can I ask myself, who he'd be today? Neither help ease what is really going on So, I pick up pen and paper And I write I write about the feelings no one sees The feelings inside