fight the lies

I thought i had a real friend guess my mind play tricks then these illusions are confusions tryna fight demons in my mind tryna stay focused on the grind world wanna see me burn makes my stomach churn making me wanna puke while my brain feel like a nuke a million thoughts an hour making me wanna collapse like a tower wanna overdose in my shower death in my brain not a grain of hope in this never ending rain my poor soul grippin for life while my hearts in pain cryin out take this stuff out my brain can’t sustain the overload need me a drain blood pouring out my vein step in front of a train never saw coming memories fly by nobody ask why tears drip dry nobody heard the cry can’t take it in a world live or die try to stay alive peace or war can’t escape fate gotta open the door it’s you or me in a selfish world can’t be beat gotta take one step at a time just look at my feet don’t look down keep your head’s up don’t wanna drown the overload on this god forbidden road gonna end up like a toad dissected unerected from the needles that pin you down in this town make you frown called the fate of a clown left in a drought forgot about b/c of someones doubt 

tasting bitter like sauerkraut everybody wants fame but always points fingers who’s to blame in their forgotten dream everyday scheme make a new meme to hide the roller coaster ride that goes on deep in side drinking pesticides tryna commit suicide get burnt alive can’t decide who’s to trust feels like a tiger with the thrust fighting a house wife try to dive in the ocean to reside get devoured by the pride drop dead who am i can’t decide try to receive files on the other side it’s called archive can’t receive closure when it feels like a dozer knocking you down to make you drop your crown don’t you frown don’t let life keep you down look around much more to be happy bout split the sea walk through you’re free can’t deny me fight the army you’ll see but don’t reside in the victory fight for the future and it’ll be set in stone don’t you grown you’re not an amateur goin on adventure after adventure you’re not inhabitant just look foward and move toward the goal dig for it like a mole it’s your role gotta go move quicker the waters getting thicker times running out don’t you pout if you stay it’s meant to be, come with me in paradise there ain’t no mice just abundance and life gotta fight these people by being nice don’t show the hate

Just love the bait it’s a human trait just b/c someone ate from the wrong tree it wasn’t me put the blame on someone else mirrored reaction self refraction get denied put to the side can’t abide guards guard as it hides can’t stand the burden puts a hurtin on the back can’t retract ash to ash dust to dust we go back to the ground b/c trust wasn’t found as it must was it just don’t remember plz don’t remind I once was blind it stopped my grind open eyes as my land dries crops died took my son to fulfill a purpose take ⅕ of grain stopped the rain a famine caused pain 10 brothers walked over terrain lock one up why’d you lie think he’s a spy  bring the youngest take some grain come back can’t stand the pain of betrayal

Brothers came back same trail little brother couldn’t bail stole a cup sent to jail all brothers drop and hail ask forgiveness don’t take the boy father lost a son can’t lose that one i am he the lost sheep the young brother the lost one, invite my dad, jacob had to see what could be a fulfilled prophecy fulfilled calling stop the balling time was near it's here father died joseph cried can’t hide the pain forty days mourned the day my father past away don’t forget the loved ones who saw his pain

Moving on to a different rein son of jessy ain’t no fear who’s to blame god on my side  in him i abide grab 5 stones and a sling knocks a giant with a swing hits the temple puts a tremble on the philistines saul amazed jealousy grows but little does he know his heart turn to stone harden by satan creatin an atmosphere of hatin try to put fear but not in david not afraid of the superior cuz he know god will be a barrier, take him down with one blow tear him up like a terrier god the warrior saul the worrier fell for earthly things and lost the battle but still that made davids heart rattle, saul turned the sword on himself has the wealth but no son made his heart hurt that’s when the war was won david was king just a simple thing but fallin in temptation God’s condemnation making the situation unbearable for david sent him to repentance what a beautiful experience for god’s appearance

Over thinking keep believing every season gonna come out clean why you drinking aren't you driving crash now you bleeding kids cry cuz the heart of their father never die as his body lay dead not a movement from his head God said go back second chance as he lay on the doctor bed body bag moves inside patient still alive cant abide in this body flesh will die but your soul will ride change inside don't you hide my son died for this reason i'm alive body committin treason keep on readin give your life to God catch some fish take the rod clean em up like a dish talk to men and youll see i am he let it be move on plz cant forget he walked the sea talk to water talk to me need some purity take the cup time is up are you ready for him ,sure enough its not a bluff God with me he is tough