Finding God

I felt so empty deep inside 

there was no where I could Hide 

That day i took my first drink 

changed my life more than i would think 

It filled an empty space nothing else would 

so I started to drink whenever I could 

soon I needed it everyday 

just so I would feel okay 

I partied and met up with strangers 

life was a mess

I had a problem

I had to confess 

I knew I couldnt do it alone 

there was a lord I once had known 

when i gave my life back to him 

he helped me through the night so dim 

i dont need alcohol anymore 

he filled the gap that was there before 

It dosent matter what Ive done or where I ve been

because I will never be that person again 

i thank god everyday for who i am today

since he took the cravings away

Now its only for him I thirst 

because he loved me at my worst.