finding herself

right now she lost control of herself

recent events that mounted up to indifference

where hatred is piercing her warm heart

and transforming to cold as ice

i know this isn't her at all (not at all)

this young person i know

is enthusiastic

her smile is priceless that one can never buy

her punchlines are original

that epitomize her personality

creative ideas that inspires ignorant mentalities

so where is she

what happen to her

in the midst of the dark cloud that hover above her head 

lightning strikes

are you going to let it struck you

or get out of the way

you know the answer

i don't have to tell you

but does it matter to you what the outcome is

of course it does

you need to find yourself

you need to rediscover who you are

what made you the person you became

you need to find that person

that rises above all obstacles

and see beyond toxic influences

see beyond drama that worse than reality shows that aspires people to be malicious 

with no remorse

her disgust for fellow classmates with nothing to give but garbage has been express with excessive force

so vigorous

that tears of frustration came dripping down her face

i can see that she is emotionally drain

i sense her pain

but its like i tell her, find that inspiration that will ignite her engine

to cross the finish line 1st

once again stand with her head high

and let go of people who is holding her back by simply saying goodbye