Finding Myself

its something deep when ur physical body knows how you've given ur all and like a fiend u want in return

will u choose to finally give up, ingest lighter fluid while ur heart burns

at nights I wonder if u dream of me just as much as I dream of u

do you hurt because its something missing just as I do?

I try hard and fail to this world I realize nothing's fair

You receive happiness one day and sadness the other too perplexing to compare

You make an attempt to believe God won't give u anything you can't handle but wonder why he would give so much

what is it he's trying to prove ? Is it something he's trying to let me see or something to believe in such

after the storm the clouds they do drift away and an epiphany is born

from nights of tears and days of laughs that sudden realization is scorned....Thank You!