Finding to rest love.

I think I was searching  for love 

something to fill my void. 

lost and empty in an empty world

just need someone to connect to.

someone who gets me

loves me

understands me...

someone who I can depend on 

and then I found you..

when I'm around you

my scars

don't feel like scars, 

like wounds,

nor hurt.

They feel like a chance

to a beginning 

all thanks to you...

You thought me how to live

to survive 

you thought me how to love...

Then it all went wrong

you left me 

stranded and alone 

hopeless.

I try to convince myself it wasn't me 

but it's all so strange

laying alone in my bed 

wishing that things would change...

I get a call in the middle of the night 

 saying "Your husband has died"

I look over and cry 

but tears won't bring you life 

You're gone and gone for good...

I can still feel you around my arms

Your innocence rubbing off 

you could do no wrong

you were always so able 

so fast and strong 

You taught me that life was 

not that bad 

That there was always a path waiting for me

that no matter how lonely I was

I wasn't alone.

you taught me how to survive 

and for that I praise you 

so please, Mark, go 

rest in peace 

for you will be in my memory...