Finding Your Self-Ego

The reactions of others should never influence your actions and decision,for your bond is supernatural aligned with a world far beyond their sight.When you are happy they wonder "Are you crazy? There has to be something wrong with you!!!" When you are sad "Your so depressing and negative,no one wants to be around you." But my question for them is will my happiness indent your armor of self esteem do i make you uncomfortable with my joy? In my time of need who are you cast judgement upon me for we have all fallen short of grace.These thoughts rumage my mind and constantly replay like a broken scratch record.I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM TO BREAK ME DONT AND CRUMBLE MY HEART. Two years of pain and distress in my heart....the isolation from friends,the lose of a place to live,and will to fight.All of it began to crack the ice causing a ripple effect on the still waters I once used to skate on.This marks the third and final year to make a difference create a change into becoming my best self ego.