The First to Get Away

Andy,

 I honestly love you more than you will ever know. You have helped me through so much and made me a better person in the process. Every word I said to you last night was true and I don’t regret telling you how I feel even though it backfired in my face. You’re a great guy and I hope one day in the future I can call you my best friend. I really hope you don’t hate me because I’m in love with you and I always will be. I know it’s hard for you to trust me but I have told you the truth about everything and if things don’t work out then I guess that was just God’s plan for us. I will always love you no matter what. My only regret is not being the girlfriend that I should have been. If you ever decide you want to talk I’m here and I always will be. I know your angry but I did what I thought was best… I was actually honest for once in my life, and that’s why I’m not bitter about you wanting to break-up. Your always going to be a huge part of my heart and who I am. I really hope you still want to talk to me and go to prom with me because your the only guy I want to go with. You have truly made me a better person and I love you so much more for that. I’m never going to hate you and if in the future you want to try things again don’t hesitate to get in touch with me. I love you so much and I ALWAYS will. I really hope you decide to want to be a part of my life in some way in the future. I wish this never happened and you have given me some of the best times of my life. Please don’t ever change who you are for anybody because your a fun, sweet, loving guy. I’m sooooooo sorry about all this and I really hope you don’t hate me. I’ll always be waiting and hoping that you will come back to me one way or another. I love you so much regardless of what you think and I’m always going to be here for you.

                                                -(heart)-

                                                       Majesta M(heart period)