First Love

I remember my first love,

he was my first kiss,

The feeling was so strong

I could not explain it

I felt chained to him

I thought of him every second

I adored him 

He had my heart in his hand

Could not stand him leaving me

through a wide crowd I saw him

Through the darkness, he was the light 

For minute, I believed it was going to be me and him 

forever 

I remember my first love 

holding my hands 

telling me to never let it go 

I remember his soft kiss on my head 

whatever the feeling was 

it had me hypnotized 

So the day he walked out of my life

I was destroyed 

I could not think 

I was troubled 

How can I control this heart break,

I was paralyzed 

While I sat on my bed in tears 

He was adoring another girl 

giving her the same love he gave me 

Holding her like he did to me 

Protecting her as he did to me 

So was it really love?

Did I move too quick?

Was it not speacil?

Was it my first love?