Fixation

Full of stress, full of fear.
Working so hard, full of determination.
A need to express, to make it clear.
Eternally scarred, by the implication.
Of failed success, so severe.
Disregard, the aggravation.
In full excess, breaking so near.
Caught off guard, no recommendation.
Must confess, life is too dear.
To easily discard, sweet respiration.
I shall not regress, no matter how unclear.
Yard by yard, shall break this fixation