The flow as I go

Just logged in Im here, not supposed to be

was on google search, just typing my thoughts, click (oops) first thing I see

Is a pathway to what I asked for now Im here you see

channeling my voice with a paint brush of letters and between you and me

I see nothing but impulse of thoughts

trying to season it with salt so you can taste and see

Me for who I am and not what Im supposed to be

premeditated and reciprocated the layer between you and me

divides us from the very nature

the very flavor of what’s reality

caught up in the matrix

dont even know if

I chose this or still waiting for my moment

red or blue

my exponent

so disconnected from my own exponent

pick or lose

think about it

you already made a choice

think about it

in one moment in time

think about it

it’s only 1 moment in time

exponent ²

me

other choices made never able to see

other variables weighed

common denominator

me

as I flow through life trying to under my choices

all these voices just reinforcement

never to get in the way

go astray too many times

to the point that it must be a sign

directions just an allusion

constantly choosing or eluding   

but where am I going

flow of life