fly

I've never been able to tell anyone how i truly feel

And when i do they make jokes 

And tell me that my depression isn't real

Maybe it's the way i deal, the way i cope, the way i feel

I wish i could tell you 

What's going through my head 

I wish i could tell you 

But you leave me on read

It's crazy to think 

That i wanted you

To understand me to know my truths 

It's crazy to see 

How every part of me

I've given to you

I feel used, to tell the truth

I wanted you to understand me 

to understand how i feel

But every time i look at you

My heart skips a beat

My mind's racing and i get cold feet

I've never felt this way before

I feel so alone, don't have a place To call home

No one to love no one to hold 

No one to see that i'm all alone

But when im with you i forget it all

I lose myself i accept the fall

You never make time for me 

Even when i'm upset even when im sad 

Even when im angry and things get really bad

I know i'm a lot to handle i know im trouble

I know im crazy and my lifes been a struggle 

But you werent there when i needed you most 

Id cry myself to sleep and never tell a soul

Im so lost without you

Everything i do is about you

I have no one you were the one and now you're gone

I feel used mentally abused every part me i've given to you 

We were friends, at least that's what i thought

Everything in my life is a facade

And now i'm done trying so hard

To keep you in my life 

I deserve so much more

I belittle myself i need some help and im sorry youre not worth fighting for 

Anymore 

I'm so done 

With everything with everyone 

All this time i've wasted on you 

I've given up on everything

Wasted time it's what it seems

I just want to fly away