Fondling A Future Bond

Hey,

It's been a while 

and

I tried to pardon the pander,

but my interest in you grew

stronger,

my fondness became 

fonder,

I was considering a vacancy

to be your next lover...

and I wondered, 

could your interest in someone like me

be rendered?

I got over myself and

I abstained from looking at your pictures,

I abstained from blowing clouds

into the thoughts of you and I,

and I thought to myself, 

could you be a martinet to your emotions?

could your emotions be revealed

like a mistake in paradise, maybe?

just maybe.